reminiscing

I just read the last few years of blogging an it's made me think; something has changed in me. I use to much more inventive and excited about life and art. It seems I've let the daily grind drag me down. It's unfortunate because I really enjoy or miss that part of me. I miss thinking about new paintings or projects. The problem is I never finish a project so that gets me down. I get ideas but I have no follow through. What's with that? What is it that scares me so much that I lose interest or kibosh my projects? Whatever it is I want to get my heart back. That heart that didn't care if I was the best or care if I made money off of that painting or whatever. So I've decided to give my art away. Not forever but for awhile. I'm painting things for whomever just to get my name out there. If I have a painting in everyones home I know the chances of someone seeing my work and liking it enough to buy it them I've done what I can do. That's my goal get my work out there by any means.