A brighter me

I decided to change my blog format....I'm not a dark person anymore, was when I started this but I really have become what I never thought I would and that is...a cheerful, upbeat and sensible person. HA! I always had it in me I guess, I just think I was more nerotic and intense before. I've taken some tips from my friends telling me to relax, it's not that bad, stop fretting and worrying so much. I still have bouts of irratic behavior but I'm focusing on being more calm like...ummmm... MOM! I find it kind of funny. No offence mom, but when we were growing up you weren't quite as relaxed as you are now. I think by having all the kids around you, you had to give up being stressed cause if you hadn't you would've lost your mind. So thanks for being like this now, it's given me some insight into who I want to be. Don't get me wrong I still love that I'm a bit nuts and have lots and lots and lots of oddities about me but it's nice to see that maybe I can be calm and not pull my hair out as often. I was going bald. HAha...so here is to the brighter me. Let's see if it lasts. Hope so.