First weekend

So far this weekend has been good. Still missing Dan but having my family has definitely made it easier. My sister in law took me out and I danced and got drunk which was great. I had people paying attention to me and putting me first which made me feel special again. I'm not alone in this world there are lots of people who care. I think I'll be ok. One day we'll see what happens with Dan and I but for now he really didn't want me there and that hurt so I was angry and I don't want to be angry anymore. I just want to be loved and when my mom looked at me with tears in her eyes I knew I have love in my life even if I don't have a man.